Tuesday, May 31
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gosh.. finished my paper todae... it was alrite in the beginning..
when the main paper came. it was almost disastrous..
han zi i didnt know any! and my zhao jui i was like any how la
but thank goodness that the comprehension saved me.
i understood the passage which
unfortunately didnt get thru to phay,
he didnt understand a shyt abt the passage.
screw chinese.. study a few thousand words jus to fill in 5
farkin blanks!
i think i might have to retake at the end of the yr.
waste time, waste of life.
12:51 AM
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Sunday, May 22
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hey. wont be bloggin for a long time cos i have chinese o levels and need ta study for it. so see ya arnd if im lucky... take carex peeps.
1:52 PM
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Sunday, May 15
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was out with dp kannie sylver farah
dp sorta had things a lil straightened out with poh but not fully
later in the nite we all headed down to indo-chine
was kinda too easy to get in. even lynnie got in.
age limit was 18 mind you.
met sal and steph there
the dance floor was packed to the brim
had fun dancing with nic/paul.
haha. the grinding was great! =p
but went home early.
gonna have english oral exam on mondae.
sian. sian. sian. sian. sian. sian.
11:09 PM
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Saturday, May 14
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forgive me. but i jus feel melancholy this week.
as i mentioned in the previous posts. the memories sudden came back to haunt me.
2:09 AM
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everyone was surprising there at rocky's todae. she was there too.... reminding me of wad having a crush and thinking abt a girl all the time is abt she looked so pretty do i still have feelings for her? im not sure... when i saw her, there was this sudden surge in me. somebody pls drag me outta this. im having my major exams this yr. i dun wanna repeat another over this bullshyt.
2:05 AM
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Tuesday, May 10
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was too tired to go sch todae so came online and went to a few blogs. scanning thru a few and finally dawn upon me that i've been missing out on quite a lot seeing that most of my old peeps have gone on to a happier stage of life. im still stuck here trying to figure out wad my aim in life is..... is it to enjoy but at the same time study? is it to study and let go of playing? or wad is it? most have became better of wad they used to be. they became more holy. stickin closely to god and asking him for guidance at all time. they became more peace loving. regaining all that they used to have and be. they became less plastic. being more truthful and no more backstabbing. they are better people. being the people person. to think on how naive i used to be was something that shud have came across my mind a long long time ago. figuring out wad is my motive all the time has still been a blur. somebody pls help me here. i dun want painful memories to come back and haunt me the pain the agony the hatred the one-sided love the jealousy the sorrow take me away
12:41 PM
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Sunday, May 8
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haha
got my
new fone. 3230...its wonderful.......
its beautiful...!
i lost all contacts. so peeps...
msg me ur contacts..
12:31 AM
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Monday, May 2
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i got my fone replaced because
tiffany decided to be so nice that she
lent me her nokia 7270. so im gonna return it to her soon and buy
3230. but im still not sure. cos
7270 is so
classy but not much functions but
3230 is ugly yet packed with functions . so im in a dilemma. so help me there ya?
there are so much test and im to
stressed out la.. how sickening.. but im still coping fine..
haha.. im trying to enjoy myself as much as i can on this labour day weekend. hopfully i can regain all my energy to concentrate on my studies..
so that's all for todae..
tata!
3:41 AM
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