was too tired to go sch todae so came online and went to a few blogs. scanning thru a few and finally dawn upon me that i've been missing out on quite a lot seeing that most of my old peeps have gone on to a happier stage of life. im still stuck here trying to figure out wad my aim in life is..... is it to enjoy but at the same time study? is it to study and let go of playing? or wad is it? most have became better of wad they used to be. they became more holy. stickin closely to god and asking him for guidance at all time. they became more peace loving. regaining all that they used to have and be. they became less plastic. being more truthful and no more backstabbing. they are better people. being the people person. to think on how naive i used to be was something that shud have came across my mind a long long time ago. figuring out wad is my motive all the time has still been a blur. somebody pls help me here. i dun want painful memories to come back and haunt me the pain the agony the hatred the one-sided love the jealousy the sorrow
take me away
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i want...
`laptop
`new clothes
`new shoes
`new Creative MP3
`to go to a poly
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