Saturday, July 1
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Slow down, or you'll kick the bucket. Metaphorically or literally depends on your situation.
Today I organised an outing that was out of the ordinary. An outing to catch a soccer match. And never thought that my ex-classmates can actually get along so well with my outside friends. O well, its not like I find surprises everyday.
So the soccer match was pretty much boring for the first half, but the second half was pretty exciting. I shall spare you the details here as you probably would have heard it from somebody else already. So after that, it was one heavy supper at the kopitiam opp. cine.
I hate to say this once again but I really do miss my barker days. You probably would have read about it entries ago but its a nostalgic feeling that hits me every once in a while in this fast past society. Its not like I'm living a fast pace life right now. Which brings me to another topic.
While I was walking home with Jon, I noticed how quickily he was walking as if he was rushing for somewhere, and I had a lil difficulty keeping up with him. Everyone has school and they have to rush from lectures to lectures and it happens so often, it becomes a habit to walk quickily as if you're rushing to somewhere when you're not. I mean now that I'm not schooling, I've noticed how my life has been slowing down and I actually have the time to appreciate the little things around me that normally would have been missed out if I was rushing for some place.
Geez, speaking of which, I'm not even schooling and I'm having wierd stress related breakouts. Its funny how SG can create such immense pressure on the growing teens and working adults that they're forced to keep moving on at such a rapid pace that they cannot slow down to reflect on what they've done is right or wrong. But...through time, everyone grows and learns from what they've experienced. If it's good, feel good about it and move on. Same goes for the bad, don't be sore about it and look forward to a brighter future that only you yourself can create. But never sit down and ponder about what's done. There's nothing that can bring back the past and you cannot do anything about it.
4:51 AM
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