Sunday, July 2
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The thoughts that races through my mind,
Freely as they run, unrestricted as they may seem,
Its existances is all but a void in reality.
Lying in bed every night, my tears flow down unknowingly,
Trying so hard to fake a smile everyday,
Trying so hard to be delusional in every way
Seems so impossible, seems so utterly bleak.
I keep running, running from the demons of my fears,
Fearing that I would have to see my family torn apart.
Seconds passed like hours as I sit in the corner,
Listening to all the nasty things being said.
Their quarrels drowns out my cries,
Cries for someone to take me away.
The promises that they made to me,
Are all broken as I step into the threshold of a broken family.
Days become weeks, weeks become months and months become endless.
Just like the endless thoughts I have, the unrestricted dreams,
Longing to feel the warmth again, longing to have a Home again.
These are not copied, so yeah.
5:29 AM
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